I had seen the little girl for three days in a row now.
As usual, she came during the hottest hours of the day, her patched-up crossbody bag swinging up and down as she bounced along.
She lied down under my shade, pulled out a picture book from her bag, and started flipping through it happily.
As a tree that had long stopped worrying the passing of time, I'd grown used to people spending time on their own beneath my branches.
When the little girl began sharing her tiny little concern, she sounded really like a chirping birdling.
"I really wish I could use spell now. Why can't I cast it?"
"Mom said I have it in me, I'm just too young for this."
"I just want to grow up already."
As an experienced listener, I had an urge to tell her that adulthood only brought bigger problems.
But from her furrowed brows, I could tell she was genuinely upset.
Sometimes, people treat me, a majestic tree, as a substitute for God.
They would come to me with their troubles or wishes, in exchange of a piece of comfort—we both know they are fooling themselves.
Unlike true gods, I couldn't grant wishes, but thankfully, no one ever got angry at me when their wishes went unfulfilled.
When this little girl laid out a bunch of colorful snacks at my roots and clasped her hands in prayer, I knew exactly what she was doing.
"Please, grant me the ability to cast spell!"
Boom!
A loud thunderclap echoed in response. She picked the worst possible time—the storm was about to break.
"Ah! Does that mean yes?"
Strangely, she didn't cover her ears or flinch like the others.
"I have to go! Mom's waiting for me at home! See you tomorrow!"
She waved me goodbye and ran into the rain, her bag held tightly against her chest.
I wanted to stop her, but I couldn't.
Boom!
A bolt of lightning struck right where she stood.
"Ahhh!!!"
If only I were a real god...
"Wh-what's going on?"
A golden beam of light descended from the sky, enveloping her. She wasn't hurt at all! Instead, the lightning spiraled around her like bees circling a flower.
I have never seen anything like it in my lifetime!
She raised her hand, a flash of lightning came from her fingertip, sending the startled birds away.
"My wish...came true!"
"I can't wait to tell Mom about this!"
I watched her, crackling with thunder energy, disappearing into the rain.
A year later, I saw her again.
She seems to live in a very, very distant place, and her time here each year is only a brief couple of weeks.
She still came to me sharing her worries, though the topics had changed.
"I can't control my power. I keep shattering the lightbulbs at the restaurant."
"My friends are avoiding me. Even the stray dogs on the street keep their distance. Everyone's scared of being zapped."
Her brow was still furrowed, and her tail flicked nervously, crackling with tiny sparks.
"With these gloves, I can control the lightning!"
She held up a pair of black gloves that looked surprisingly ordinary.
"Mom had them made by a skilled Xuan Shi. They're amazing, like a switch that lets me control the lightning."
"I can make it stronger...or weaker..."
"And they have this super cool name: 'Thunder God's Grasp.' The Xuan Shi came up with it himself!"
...
She went on explaining the details, but I couldn't quite follow. I just swayed my leaves in response.
For once, I believe I truly played the role of a god.