The children discovered Kasimira's secret after one of the release ceremonies.
Although the reserve kids are allowed to feed the Troupe's cats, they remain barred from attending the release ceremonies. This doesn't bother them, though, because around these irregularly held ceremonies, the adults cannot spare them the attention or the time.
This represents a rare chance for them to run wild and play freely.
Once, when they had planned to go on an adventure by the stream near the Troupe's base, they found Kasimira sitting by the water. She folded colorful square-shaped papers into beautiful little boats with just a few creases.
"If we share some of our candy with you, can we have one of your little boats?"
"You caught me at a bad time. I didn't bring extra paper with me. These boats are for my friends. Ask me next time."
Friends? Just where are her friends?
The children looked around but didn't see anyone else. Still, they accepted her explanation.
"Then next time, we'll come ask you for one! Promise?"
Kasimira simply smiled.
She placed the little boats into the water, watching as they floated away.
One, two, three, four, five.
It just so happened that five troupe members hadn't returned this time.
Kasimira is a woman of her word. The following afternoon, she brought a stack of paper to the kids. But this time, instead of folding boats, she made paper cranes.
"We don't want Paper cranes. Paper boats can float on water, but paper cranes can't fly!"
"How about this then?"
With a few deft movements, the paper transformed into a delicate paper airplane in her hands.
"What's this?"
"According to the Monolith's promotional flyer, an 'autonomous aerodynamic model.' But we usually just call it a paper airplane."
Kasimira blew gently on the paper airplane's tip and threw it. It wobbled into the air.
"Paper airplanes can fly! Paper airplanes are great!"
Each kid received a paper airplane and ran off with the loot. That afternoon, colorful paper airplanes soared under the bright blue sky by the stream.
But there was a clumsy one who threw her paper airplane into the river by mistake. She asked Kasimira for a replacement:
"Kasi, look, when a paper airplane falls into the river, it floats on the water, too.
So it's like, in that moment, it also became a paper boat."
"It's not the same thing," said Kasimira. "A paper boat is a paper boat. A paper airplane is a paper airplane. How can you mix them up?"
"Then what's the difference between them? Kasi, tell me!"
"A paper boat can only drift with the current to a place it doesn't know. Eventually it will sink at an unknown place, never to be remembered again.
The journeys of the living and the dead are fundamentally different. The journey of the dead ends in remembrance, closure, and eventually becoming forgotten.
Whereas paper airplanes—and really, you girls—are meant to soar.
Not to sink slowly into murky waters, but to soar far and high into the vast and clear blue sky."
"In that case, Kasi, can you fold us birds or butterflies? Those are things that can fly, too!"
This was the only thing Kasimira, as a Watcher, could do for them.
"Sure can. Promise me that you will fly far away, just like them."
"I need to do something," As she gazed at the brilliant sunset reflected in the water, her hands still folding the papers, Kasimira thought to herself.
"I'll talk to the other captains again and keep those reserve kids from going on missions just a bit longer."